so. at age 4, my mom had me start violen. ive been playing AT LEAST a 1/2 hour every day. i dont get any breaks. at all. now im 12 1/2 and im still playing. i also had to start piano at age 5. still playing too. dont get me wrong... im really goood. but i hate it. im to afraid to cut my self and i am trying to go on a diet. i love making myself cry and often think about suicide. so welcome to my life.
